Cheery title don’t you think lol?! Well, this blog is my diary, and about me being honest, and so in all honesty I feel downright depressed. Not clinically depressed, but the Botox going wrong has just knocked my confidence and I don’t feel at all myself.
I know things could be much much worse of course, and I even judge myself for being so “vain”! The photo to the left is my eyes when the botox started to take effect in a bad way but they’ve got worse since then. I’m speaking to the guy on Friday to talk about a possible solution so fingers crossed.
The diet is non existent and when I feel down, I spend money and eat, the two very things I shouldn’t be doing right now but Pah, who cares haha.
No news on the job front – Kev is sat at the computer looking from 8am to 5pm every day bless him, just in case he misses anything. He has had 2 interviews and is waiting to hear from one (one he didn’t get).
I wish I could be more cheery, I really do and its not like I’m spending each day crying or anything as I’m trying to be the strong one for Kev plus I’m busy doing stuff lol, and of course we have our beautiful puppy to make us smile every day.
I’ve got a couple of projects on the go just now – I’m thinking of selling dog robes. I’m going to make one in the same size as Watson and then perhaps put it up for sale on Ebay and see what the interest is. I don’t want to just buy lots of material and make lots of different sizes, as I’d like to custom make them to the colour that the client wants.
I’m also doing photo restoration and today I’m going to learn how to restore black & white photos – I have a beautiful one of my nan that I have scanned in and am going to work on. I’ve sold 2 canvases so far and I really enjoyed editing the photos. I’d love it if I could do the editing as a full time business combined with You Tube – that is the dream. I don’t have confidence in a lot of things, but what I can do with a photo is pretty good I think :0) So if you know anyone that wants a photo edited (with or without a canvas!), tell them about me? Thanks! Mwah! xxx