I’m really enjoying not working right now and finally feeling like I am relaxing a bit. Case in point with the photo you see here – I spent time playing around with my new software, portrait professional :0) Now, if only I could find makeup that did such a good job lol.
The next week is exciting for me and also nerve wracking – Monday I have a spa day with my best friend in a super lovely hotel that we’ve been to before. Not only do I get to lounge by the pool chatting, they have tea making facilities – its just so me!
Then on Thursday I am photographing a wedding. It sounds so surreal and I have no idea what I’m doing so it really is a case of hoping for the best. Who knows, I might love it and change photography direction.
I still feel like days are passing by without me achieving too much but I’m more accepting of that fact now. I have had “Research thermage” on my list for weeks if not months, and have done nothing. Thermage is a treatment for hooded eyes and I do really want it, but I guess its not that high on my priority list or I would have made some progress. There is probably part of my subconscious that wants to keep the thousand pound or so that it will cost, in the bank until I know where my earnings are coming from!
If you’ve followed my vlog for any length of time, you’ll know that my dream was to make a living from You Tube and social media and I feel like with the photography its kind of distracted me from that. Its difficult though, as realistically I just don’t see the social media thing earning a salary, but if I don’t give it my all, I’ll never know. So I guess what I’m saying is, I’m finding it hard to prioritise lately – looking after Watson and all his allergies, along with my usual You Tube activity takes up most of my time, so the little extra time I have could be spent on Photography business stuff, or further my You Tube career i.e. organising collabs, posting more on other social media. I’m that gal that wants to do it all!